It would be a long time or a short time depending on how you think.
I smile thinking that it was a precious time since I still have many years to live happily.
I don't exactly remember when they disappeared, but headache, stomach upset, dizziness, binge eating, edema, heart palpitations, menstrual cramps disappeared, and I also gained weight as I restored psychological stability.
I feel grateful again as I enumerate my past chronic symptoms one by one.
I guess my thought of starting the treatment should count as the beginning of the treatment, and I was lucky to be given an opportunity to take the treatment program.
I have experienced the remission of negative feelings with the process of big and small wounds being retrieved and filtered.
I was sometimes filled with emotions without any reason and sometimes drowned in sadness that squeezed my heart.
All of them have passed. Suffocating pain is not felt any more.
I thought the pain would never end but it diminished and eventually ended.
Pain had many different appearances when it came to me.
Sometimes, I just wanted to give up everything including the treatment in despair.
However, I gathered up all my strength just to keep going with the therapeutic tasks in the swirl of emotions that suffocated me.
I did my best to deal with wounds in my mind as I did for my life in the past.
I can make a real smile at me looking into the mirror with real positive feelings.
I was so thankful to be diagnosed as complete cure.
I will keep making efforts for my happiness and I thank all the staff at KIP.
Thank you.
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