I was living a dull, flat, and lifeless life.
I spent a few comfortable and lazy winters and springs.
Then, a few years ago, I don't remember exactly when.
All the wounds piled up inside me fell on me at once like a snowbank
and erased me without even leaving a trace.
My foolish thoughts locked me up and tortured me inside the wall of ice.
I was completely cut off from the outside world.
Then, someday I accidentally watched the video made by KIP.
I paid for the expense of treatment on loan since the treatment method seemed so logical and effective.
I was desperate to find myself back.
I wasted one year idling, and then, I gathered up my will for my children.
I began to study taking notes on a notebook.
Five pens I used up for writing in five months became my medicine.
I eat better and my sexuality is stabilized, but symptoms recur sometimes.
Recurrence and stability come and go, but I keep doing the tasks.
I often feel comfortable enough to fall asleep listening to the training recording.
I can face my inner self now.
I feel sorry and grateful to myself.
Now, I have more desire and more passion.
At first, I wished that I could only eat.
Then, I wished that I could only sleep.
I wished that I could only stabilize my sexuality.
My condition has definitely improved,
but I know I have come only half the way.
I write this review to remember my first intention and keep up with my will and effort.
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