I began the treatment one month after the incident.
I had taken all the practical measures during the first month, which I was not supposed to.
At that time, I thought it was a wise thing to do.
Now, I feel that I only made matters worse by doing so.
I learned that one could be that much in pain.
Surprisingly, I feel stable after I do therapeutic tasks.
I cannot imagine any other alternative.
Only therapeutic tasks work for me.
I can see I become weird when I neglect doing the tasks.
Mind Training is amazing but I had never heard about it before.
I listen to the voice recording of Mind Training these days.
I look forward to building good habits inside myself.
I smile alone imagining myself composed and intact when I achieve complete cure.
As time passes without getting a divorce, I sometimes feel anxious when they blame me and my partner's wrongdoing is blurred and forgotten.
I don't look for evidence anymore and just focus on my treatment.
I feel pain when it occurs to me that maybe I am being taken advantage of by my partner.
Then, I read the feedback on my self-check and try to gather my will power.
I remind myself that it is essential to focus on myself and become happy.
I keep reminding myself that healthy mind and spirit is beyond what money can buy.
I still see darkness in front of me and I don't know what to do most of the time, but I know one thing for sure.
It is that I still lack in judgment and I have to recover.
I am thankful for being given a chance to treat my condition.
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