It has been one year and five months since I started the treatment. I remember the horrible condition that I went through before starting the treatment. At that time, I was hurt and sad and completely at a loss. I didn't even realize that I was a walking bomb that could be exploded anytime. I started the treatment in desperation thinking that I would do anything if I could get out of the pain.
At first, I didn't understand the contents of Mind Training and all the seminars. They sounded like something that didn't have anything to do with me. They said I could become happy by myself or with other people, I should become independent economically and psychologically, and I could build the ability to treat wounds and become happy on my own. I didn't actually have much hope or belief but I just continued with the treatment everyday.
I am not completely cured yet, but now I understand many things and I can even recognize them in reality. I see myself who has overcome despair due to my physical handicap, inferiority complex, depression, self-blame, lethargy, and avoidance of reality as well as post traumatic stress. I see myself who has restored health and vitality. Of course, I still feel hurt and stuffy sometimes when stress and wounds are retrieved, but I can recognize and restore stability immediately.
I am grateful for having the opportunity for change everyday. I promise myself that I will never forget that I am at another starting point of life and never stop making efforts for complete cure.
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